yes mother! :)

So Heidi just emailed me, letting me know that Beth wants me to write more. So will... yes mother. :)

I am doing well. I am doing really well. Work is going well. They are keeping me busy, which has its pluses and minuses. I would love to be sitting around and doing nothing, like the good ole days. But, when it comes to it, I would much rather me working and keeping busy than not keeping busy. I did like 30 cases today, which is kinda a lot for one day. So I am done for the rest of the day. I have decided that I am going to ask my manager if I can take a different position. I love working with the paperwork team, I don't want to leave. But I was hired to take inbound conservation calls (the reason why I got licensed). So I am thinking about combining the two. take what I am doing right now with paperwork, and do outbound conservation calls. No one is doing it, and it would be a good experience for me. And I would be able to utilize my licenses which I worked so hard to get. (I am now licensed in like 35 states including MN, ND, WI, and IA, oh and AK! YEAH!). It's an idea. And either they can say, no, that's not what you were hired for. or Sure, why not. As long as it's not a pay decrease, I would be all up for it. Anyway. I was working like 50 hours a week for a while, and it was not good for me. I flipped out completely. So, I have decided that I am not going to work so hard anymore. When I am done at 4, I'm going to start going home at 4. Hopefully I can start getting here earlier, too. That would be nice....

anyway! I am meeting up with Jess tonight, my best friend. We are not on the best of terms right now. AKA - when I flipped out earlier, I flipped out on here. Not a big deal, but I did say some really harsh things that I meant, but I didn't mean them the way they came out. So I will have to apologize tonight, which I am not looking forward to, because I don't want to, because I meant to say the things I did. Harsh or not, they needed to be said. Anyway. I am very hesitant about our meeting. I am sure I will blog about it tomorrow.

So TOMORROW - and the weekend. I am so excited. I am going out with my "pronoun" 's friends before they go to the Kenny Chesney concert. Then Saturday, we are going out with his friends again, like all of them. It should be a blast. I am excited for that. I invited Jess out with us, but I don't think she'll make it. I don't think she'll want to. Whatever, fine by me. Anyway. I am going to go. I will write more tomorrow for sure. I am sure it will get to the point when I will want to just stop working and start blogging.